I don’t know if this makes me more drawn
to connection.
I am an introvert.
But I spend most of my day communicating.
Directing my team. Checking in with customers. Reporting our progress.
But that’s just a job.
I am divorced.
We had a boundary-less, codependent marriage.
I was the one who was afraid of intimacy.
Connection
After this?
I just don’t know.
I am not a proactive initiator.
I don’t keep up ongoing relationships
over the phone.
But nobody really calls me either.
It would be nice to talk to
someone.
I just don’t know if I could make
the connection.
© 2020 Jason A. Muckley
Poems for Warriors 
In the words of the great late Jim Henson – embodied by Kermit the Frog – somewhat we’ll find it – the rainbow connection – the lovers, the dreamers and me.
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😁 I love that song!
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I am so very lucky to have seen it live in London a few years ago. Made me cry 🤣
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Haha!
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I feel this way as well. I crave the connection though… even if I am not any good at it. Thank you.
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These thoughts put me on a positive road of getting curious about what makes me feel this way and some honest questions about what needs to change so I can be “healthy”
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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It’ll happen when it’s right.
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True!
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🙂
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God sends man his wife. Your heart will be open again for the right person. Stay blessed Jason!
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Thanks Cassa! I appreciate it
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Be patient and with yourself, and you will know when you are ready to make that call.
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🙂
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