Jason A. Muckley

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I will probably feel different tomorrow. But right now I feel like my life would have been better if we had never met.

© 2019 Jason A. Muckley

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  2. So many years later and I still have days like this. They are few and far between now, but the occasional ache is still there. I wonder what would have happened if I’d chosen a different path. I think it’s all a natural part of grieving and healing. It sucks though. What truly helps me fight through the hard times is to look at my three little girls and know had I not gone through all the suffering, I might not have them. They make it all worth something. That thought alone helps make me a little stronger each time. Hang in there, Jason. I promise one day it won’t feel quite as terrible as it does right now.

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      • Any time! I’m glad all the awful things I went through can be of some use, lol! In all seriousness though, definitely focus on your kiddos when things feel the darkest. They’re like the light that shines through and guides you. They’ll keep you sane when you think your pain is going to drive you mad. Mine gave me a reason to get out of bed every morning until I healed enough to get up for myself again. Sending lots of positive vibes your way. I know how hard it is but I also know you’ll start to feel better as time goes by.

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